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Restoring me, replinishing me
...you came here to rescue me,
restore me. You pulled me from a deep river, and held me in this sweet embrace, and I was saved, I was free...
Yet I was so sadly mistaken,
I thought I had overcome my insecurities, that I had forever changed and the world was perfect, only to discover I was left
in the cold on my own by some, forsaken by a few? The strength I relied on gone, leaving me weary and tired... the strength
of others that I had relied on...
How sad is it to realize that you are bound by your own chains, even when you think it
is by others....
But then I had to take a look, and no matter how tired
I might get, how hard it may seem, I look at where I have come from and realize that I can only thank those who have come
and gone in my life and planted the seeds of strength that allowed me to blossom into a beautiful flower... and that I have
to learn to stand on my own...believe on my own...
So even a flower must push through the chains of its
seed in order to grow a blossom, but yet this flower was losing hope..because it gets so hard pushing against something that
seems so much agaisnt you (like the flowers seed shell) and even though I know that I gotta keep tryin sometimes it feels
like a losing battle..one that I want to give up on...and sometimes I chose to walk away, but I thank God for the people who
he puts in my life that encourge me to keep on...I am still fighting to push through my shell...the one that holds me in bondage..and
though I know it is strengthening me, and that someting beautiful will manifest from it, I just lose that faith sometime...and
I want to thank him and encourage those out ther struggling, because I know I...and we...can make it...
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