Pam... You will probably never read this but I just want to thank you for everything you ever did for me. You accepted me into your home and treated me like your daughter. You gave me hope even when I didn`t have any, and you made me face reality and responsibility even when I didn`t want to. One of these days I am going to reach my goals and when I find my success, I`ll be sure to take you there too.. thanks.. ya "adopted" daughter..

Nicki.-I love ya cuz you`re just so unique like me..but you always have been and always will be my gurl..YOU KNOW you are like blood and I will always have your back.. and lets neva forget that whole incedent with Terrell`s cousin..or the crushes in High School...and tell D I said hi....Oh and remeber Walmart? What was that guy`s name again? lol And who could forget the fine boy who started the drama with Terrell cousin..hey he was too hot to drop and too bad niether of us could have him (due to relationships)maybe in another life...

Lexus n Beth (is dat a fake name??)well we will forever be DC(?)...HC(!) and ya`ll have become sisters to me..Beth we had some crazy times in High School... and who could forget beating Mike up, movies nights, your old man stalker, your scary daddy (luv ya too),lol(Lots of luv..ha) Kavina n Aaron...here is a scary one; Tammie n Aaron! Heartbreaks and well everything..(black monkey..u know who)Ya`ll my gurls..and here is the top of the line, ya`ll remember when I was fixin my momma some ice cream and Beth was suppose to meet Mike halfway so she could give it tohim and she ran when she saw him??(hahahahaha) Remember our singing debut...DC2002.Habersham Clique...Westside..nah Eastside rep.they aint ready for us(smile), Remember my going away party? Yeah u made your mark Beth...and Lexus,` U can`t both work there` Gurl ya`ll r such a trip..I guess deep inside is what really matters and I understand ya`llcant help but be blond...Luv ya`ll and remember..... Half Mast.....

Part two..and she returns..the HC reunion..they aint ready...

Kinney Boo-Got mike?.. And gurl u r such a cry baby.. I still can`t believe u cried off of Queen of the Damned..hey let me know when u get married ( yeah right)lol..aye lady...u just love that tattoo (Don`t we all..make ya wanna say oo wee!!!)..eww...gues dat tattoo aint so sexy anymore! Anyway lets see how long this one lasts...(uh...J.D., thats u..)..one..two.. dang, guess it didn`t last long huh? Opps..k dawg..that makes 2 Jd's...ha...and still ya know how it goes..always does, cuz U know I can't seem to let it go..( u know who and what I mean?) Anyway gurl what was that whole PP thing and all that? Um but anyway I enjoyed playing chauffer..bet u didn't mind..who were u doing? (aint that ya phrase? heheh lol) Anyway you are my down gurl, dang we have started from tutoring, which u suck at, to where we are now..you are like family to me and you know there is nothing that I would not do for you to help you get where you need to go in life. One day you will learn that I love you as a sister and friend, and nothing you can do will change that. Well life is what it is and I am so proud of you. I am trying to get mines together, from work to living to guys, yeah oneday I will find the one for me, maybe its Terrell, who knows, but when I find him you'll be the first to know. Gurl I look back at all the time we have spent, from the movies( Boris is MINE) to the parties...we have truly grown close and I cherish that. Thankyou for being there for me and for all oyu have ever done..you truly are my sister...and always know that I am here for you...

Baby Boy Zay.-Sup Negro? Where is my letter??? See thats whats wrong with nigga`s these dayz..oh yeah...meet me at the altar..oh we already did that..(tell morgan I am JUST playing...)

Morgan..I am just playin..gurl where u been?

(Nela) Nana-they tried to come between us but like P.Diddy said,we aint goin no where..Gurl we had some times,Rob, your parents, Patrice,but none the less there was alot of good and u know I dont got nuthin but love for ya..yeah u family too..Gurl...its rough and I know it but I am here for you..don`t do anything crazy..and in due time it will work out, and when i get my ish together and move back down there you know mi casa is tu casa (su casa? its just dat espanglish!! he hehe) amisatad siempre chica..oh yeah did I tell ya? Kenny asked about ya (Guess he aint too evil huh?)

Mike- U r my brother.. I love ya

Kendrick and Veronica- I wish ya`ll the best

Terrell-U will always be a special part of me.. u know this...but you did it again..please tell me..what is really going on? It`s like Brandy said, almost doesn`t count... everytime I think you have changed you prove me wrong...and I feel like musiq.. I just want my friend back..If I knew you were what you are....

Justin.-dang can`t believe it went the way it did..but hey ya bad..ok just playin..or am I? If u thought it was something it wasn`t then I guess dats on u..

Moo...got milk..hah ahaha..okay let me quit..pimp...

Calvin..yeah you are working on that ph`d..Pimpology..do ya thing..but still boo, there are too many rookies and not enough pro`s...

Kevin-sup mi chico favorito? You`s a big boy now doin that college thang..but no matter what and who ya wit ya still my dawg..and always my boo...too bad it didn't work and uh..y can`t u just admit that I got it?But yeah I know:

I put that pen to the paper,

Ink to the wood

The way I spit my lines make you wish that you could

Do it like me

But it just can`t be

Can`t help but make it ill

Nigga you know I keep it real

Hit you with these words like a speeding bullet

You just got hit with a ton of steel

My bad, pardon me, I meant skill

So tell me how does it feel

To meet the match that you can`t make

To find the show that you can`t take

I wrote the words, I made the game

Just admit, after me

You can`t be the same

I understand that this may be too deep for you to comprehend

So let me break it down

Baby, with this, I always win

And if you think you can burn like me

Put ya pen to the paper and maybe we`ll see

Opp`s my bad..in order for that to happen you`d have to be me..

luv ya boy...(sorry I had to do it to you)

Ricky Day... love that name..ha ha ha..Valonda? Please tell me thats ya gurl..dang nigga I`m mixed too but you are just confused..he hehe..nuthin but love...he he he... And i have only know you for a minute..but you are cool as hell, and I hope I do too...(uh yh know?)

and to all those I forgot...MY BAD!!! I still love ya though..Just email me and I`ll put ya in..

Aight ya`ll I am outta basic..but to all my basic capadre`s..`Can ya hear me now? Can ya hear me now?`

Ya`ll it was fun and I miss ya`ll...now.. In cadence..he heheheheh

Oh and Pre..we went through it all but the important thing is we survived, that which does not break you only makes you stronger.. and remember..La Vit A La Belle....Gurl here we are agian, pretty much back to how it was.. u know no matter what I never stopped being there for you. Many people come and go in my life, and I make many friends, but hey you have taught me so much about myself, and dawg you know you my blood no matter what the rules say. I hope you keep your faith in God and continue to grow in it, and realize that I will never hurt you, never betray you, never desert you, I will always be here for you...and I hope you learn to trust me....